There are so many days that we are blessed that we take for granted. This past week I have seen two signs on churches reminding us that today is a gift, don’t waste it. But it seems like so many things can get in the way of life… at least the life I want to lead. So many things get in the way of our relationship with God.
Today the Bible reminded me of the cycle that has gone on since the beginning of time. God takes care of us, provides for us, saves us. We become satisfied; we become proud; we forget about God:
I, the LORD, am your God, since the land of Egypt; gods apart from me you do not know; there is no savior but me.
I fed you in the wilderness, in the parched land. When I fed them, they were satisfied; when satisfied, they became proud,
therefore they forgot me.
I have fallen into this cycle in my own life. As God tells us repeatedly throughout the Bible, even though we may forget, all is not lost. All is never lost:
Return, Israel, to the LORD, your God; you have stumbled because of your iniquity. Take with you words, and return to the LORD;
Say to him, “Forgive all iniquity, and take what is good. Let us offer the fruit of our lips. Assyria will not save us, nor will we mount horses; We will never again say, ‘Our god,’ to the work of our hands; for in you the orphan finds compassion.”
I will heal their apostasy, I will love them freely; for my anger is turned away from them.
Lord, forgive me. I continue to stumble. I know your path is straight. And yet I stumble off of it. There is nothing I can do that can compare to you. Nothing on earth, nothing I can create, no work that I can perform can save me. Only you can save me. I turn to you, Lord. I turn to you for your grace, and your mercy. I turn to you for your love and forgiveness which never waivers.