I think God is trying to tell me something.  The Bible opened to Wisdom again.

Because God is the witness of the inmost self and the sure observer of the heart and the listener to the tongue.  For the spirit of the LORD fills the world, is all-embracing, and knows whatever is said.

Wisdom 1:6-7

Dear Lord,

You know me better than I know myself.  You know my inner being, my inner heart, my inner soul.  The part of me that I hide, even from myself.  I cannot hide from you.  Help me to be true to the being that you created.  You know what I need, and what I don’t.    You know exactly what I am trying to say and where my doubts and fears lie.  Help me, Lord.