Tribulations? You got this! (Or at least God does)

I am trying to make it through the Old Testament.  I have read Genesis many times, but usually get bored after Noah.  This time I have made it to Deuteronomy, which is a first for me.  It has been a lot of Moses since Genesis and I find myself waiting for Moses to die.  I am getting tired of the people whining, God and Moses getting mad, the people turning back and then, within a chapter, the people are doubting or failing once again.  I did not realize how much of the Bible is taken up with Moses.

It is very easy for me to judge these early Israelites.  Don’t they realize how much God has done for them?  He brought them out of slavery in Egypt.  What more do they want?  But then again, I don’t know how positive or trusting I would be wandering in the desert.  It’s not always easy to see the good that God is leading us to.  And although I am becoming bored with the repetitive nature of the people’s shortcomings.  It is comforting to know that no matter how many times they fail, the Lord God is still there.  Today Moses reminds them, that they can always turn back:

But from there you will seek the Lord your God, and you will find him, if you search after him with all your heart and with all your soul. When you are in tribulation, and all these things come upon you in the latter days, you will return to the Lord your God and obey his voice, for the Lord your God is a merciful God; he will not fail you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers which he swore to them.

Deuteronomy 4:29-31

This is a wonderfully repetitive message in the Bible.  And one I should turn to every day.  There is no promise that there won’t be tribulation.  Indeed, Moses tells them “when you are in tribulation” not “if”.  There will be tribulation.  We all face it.  Sometimes we go from one tribulation to the next.  The Israelites went from slavery to the desert and, yet I am reading it thinking “suck it up.”  “Don’t you know that God is bringing you to the Promised Land?”   It is so easy to judge thousands of years later when we know the outcome.  And thousands of years from now, people will look back at us and think the same thing.  God is leading us to the Promised Land.  There will be tribulations along the way.  We will be challenged, physically, mentally, spiritually.  We will fall along the way.  We will fail to trust and be led astray.  But God will not fail us.  When we search with our whole heart and whole soul (in other words, when we really want to find Him), we will find Him.  When we turn to Him, no many how many times we have failed before, when we turn back and obey Him, He will show us mercy.

My God, My God,

I know you will never forsake me.  I know the tribulations bring us closer.  But sometimes I need the reminder.  Thank you for being merciful.  Thank you for loving us through our darkest times.  My heart and my soul seek you.  I feel your love and your strength.  May my struggle through every tribulation and my rejoicing at every mountain top honor you.

 

Battle cry

I am anxious, nervous, excited and certainly on edge.  Tomorrow will be a big day.  My son’s team is preparing for a big game.  It is all I have thought about today, actually most of the week.  The game… and God.  I want this victory.  I want it bad.  Our team is the underdog.  But I don’t have any say in who wins.  I can’t play.  All I can do is cheer on the sidelines… and pray.

This verse from Deuteronomy gives me comfort:

When you go out to war against your enemies and you see horses and chariots and an army greater than your own, you shall not be afraid of them, for the LORD, your God, who brought you up from the land of Egypt, will be with you.

When you are drawing near to battle, the priest shall come forward and speak to the army, and say to them, “Hear, O Israel! Today you are drawing near for battle against your enemies. Do not be weakhearted or afraid, alarmed or frightened by them. For it is the LORD, your God, who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies and give you victory.”

Deuteronomy 20:1-4

I may not be able to be on the field with them, but God will be.

No matter what our challenge of the day may be, God is with us.

Sometimes life seems like it is full of battles.  Some are much bigger than others.  We battle in athletic competitions, we battle in politics, we battle in the workplace, we battle against ourselves.  Sometimes we battle just to get up.  It can be frightening, it can be exhausting, it can be stressful.  We can feel like we are all alone.  But there is no need to be anxious, no need to be nervous, no need to be on edge.  God is with us.  And He is fighting for us. He is not just sitting on the sidelines.  And that is freeing, that is empowering, that is comforting.  He is my battle cry.

So I am excited to see what tomorrow brings. I am excited to see how this battle is won.  I pray to God for a victory, and I am comforted to know that God is with me.  God’s got this — even when I don’t.

Lord,

I know that you are with us everyday, in whatever battle or challenge we face.  I am not afraid.  Help me to stand strong in whatever battle comes my way.  I pray for victory.  The victory that you have in store for us.  (And if it is your will, I pray for victory for my son’s team tomorrow.)